just went close to two months without doing anything and just had two bad days feeling depressed any words of encouragement

what there to be depressed about???? i just had a fall after 37 days. when i danced at simhas beis hashoeva i had simcha that hashem even gave that long! you had 2 months! youre doing better than so many people.
what happened? what caused you to fall?

you had two months that can never be taken away from you ever, two months you dedicated to Hashem. they are yours to keep.
now go chap some more days  ;D

Hi BB, 2 months that's nice start, keep trucking as Rabbi bards always says, as for ur depression goes, I can speak from my own experience, Depression causes a fall & a fall causes depression , its a vicious cycle, so u gota take that 1 important klal in this struggle befrat and in general life bechlal, Depression is our worst enemy, YH is fed from that, so if u wana break his foundation cut him right there, just work of that triggers that caused the fall identify them, see how u can avoid in the future & move on full speed, & hashem will help with the rest
Take care my dear brother,
A git kvital

It happens to the best of us. We lose focus and fall. This is not a race but a journey. We seek to understand ourselves and the our weaknesses and look for ways to deal with them.

This is a possess of growth. We say "don't count your days, make your days count".

Even a fall counts if we learn something from it.

We only make it in the long run because we learn fro our falls.