I'm not sure what to write about. I joined the site a few months ago. I posted a few times and that was it. I signed up for the emails and still read them. I check the site a few times a week, but I haven't posted since the first week I joined. I've been constantly struggling since then.
I need help from all of you out there especially now. I am a yeshiva bachur and right now I am around my house for most of the day. We have many TV's in the house, which I am trying to stop watching. But right now I feel so lonely. Most of my friends are out of town, and I recently "broke up" with a very close friend that I did have in town. I feel like there is no one around. I would like nothing more to spend a day with a friend, but no one is around or if they are around, they are busy. I'm completely lost. I try to inspire myself, which works, but it feels like I'm avoiding the actual issue. I'm so lonely. I'm in my house all day with nothing to do and no one to talk to. I need some encouragement. I need the GYE community more than ever right now, so please I'm begging you for help, and hopefully, I'll continue to post so I can feel a true connection to the GYE community.

cantdoitmyself, get out of the house. right now.

go for a walk in the park. go do the grocery shopping for your mother.take your younger siblings bowling.

i don't care what but seriously getting out of the house- i think it would make you feel a lot better right now.

Hi Cantdoitmyself (Pssst... no one can....)
I posted a few times and that was it.
That's it!
Post!
Read other peoples threads, and if they did something good, encourage them! Honest mouse had an amazing hatzlacha.... why not let him know that? He is just a thread away!
If someone had a slip, commiserate... encourage.

B'kitzur, get involved.. and you will be amazed how much people will appreciate YOU!

There are other things to do, but that is an important start.

k

Katan you are a smart one.

oh dear, my ego is starting to blow up again!
anyone have a sharp pointy pin?
;D ;D ;D

Thanks FF!

I can help with that .

I agree with the above.Do not hang around the house it can only lead to trouble.Try to spend some time in a local beth midrashthat has learning going on .You will meet people ther that you can shmooze with.Like someone just said post  answer and oist .It takes away the lonliness and that wil out you in a much better frame oof mind and you may be able to realizre that your paper fantasy is a paper dragon and you can blwo it away