I'm in isolation too, tell me about it. I am finding myself obsessed over women on the street, neighbors and friends. Why does my mind tell me it's sooooo good when I know there is nothing there for me, why can't I feel what I know.
Now I'm at work, supposed to be leaving but for some reason would rather isolate here than go home.
Why don't you post exactly how you are feeling and then get out of whatever isolation you are in. Go to the store, mincha, friend or family.
Regardless, because I was able to respond to your post, I am outta my office and going to mincha, thanks to YOU, I'm serious, I was about to search that stupid site I always look at just to see if there is anything triggering there.
Hatzlocha.