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Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe....
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Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 14:53 #661

  • Mevakesh Hashem
Dear Father,

Please Hashem, we are at the bottom.

Our generation cannot sink any lower. Please bring Moashiach already.

Chazal tell us that there are 2 scenarios  in which Mashiach will have no choice but to arrive.  Ben Dovid (Moshiach) will come when the entire generation (of Jews) is Kulo Zakai, all pure or if Chas V'Shalom they are Kulo Chayiv (all guilty; all sinners)

Please, father in heaven,  do not wait for the entire generation to become Kulo Zakai (all pure) , as if we wait that long  it may Chas V'Shalom be Kulo Chayiv (all guilty). yes, both scenarios will bring Mashiach, but why, Oh why Hashem would you want a Klal Yisroel that is Kulo Chayiv?

Why not bring him today? True, not all of Klal Yisroel has yet repented, but look at those on this site who are  turning to you.. Look at those in other forums who are looking to better themselves.

We are your children Hashem. we don't mean to sin, We are just mere mortals and we are trapped in the grips of a yetzer Hara that doesnt tire and doesnt give up.

The Rambam (Hilchos Gittin) says that there is a concept of "Kofin Oso Ad SheYomar Rotzeh Ani", that  Bais Din [in certain situations when a man doesnt want to do what bais Din tells him is incumbent on him to do] may give a person Malkos (lashes) until he has no choice but to say "Rotzeh Ani- I want to do it".

The commentaries say that this isn't considered a "forced confession"  since he is a Jew, and EVERY Jew wants to do the right thing, even if his actions seem otherwise, we  know that deep down a jew is looking to do the Ratzon of Hashem!

Yes, we sin. But, NO we don't really mean to sin. We are just blinded by the Menuval!

Father in heaven, master of the universe, creator of light and darkness, HELP!!! HELP!! HELP!!

We need your help. We  have tried, unsuccessfully, for many generations to bring Mashiach. Greater people than us have pierced the heavens with their prayers and yet mashiach isn't here yet.

If The Rambam, Rashba and Rashi couldnt bring mashiach, how can we be expected to bring him?!

If the he Bais Yosef, The Rama and the Maharal left this world without bringing Mashiach, what can we do different?

If the he Baal Hatanya, The Vilna Gaon, and Baal Shem Tov failed in hastening his arrival, can we lowly 2ist century sinners expected to  herald his arrival?

The answer is complex, yet so simple!


No tefilos of any Yid, especially the giants of previous generations go unnoticed by You Hashem. never!

Every tear of the Rambam and every plea of Rashi was heard by You, master of the world.  Every Tikun of the Maharal and every Takana of the Baal Shem Tov is resting patiently near Your Kisei HaKavod of Hashem. Every act of Mesiras nefesh of every Yid throughout the generations from the time of the Churban Bais Hamikdash until the most recent travesties of the Holocaust are being amassed by You and your heavenly court, the Pamalia Shel maalah.

Soon. Very soon, we know that YOu, Hashem, will take all the tears, prayers, pleas, kabalos, takanos, teshuvos, Yesurim, Divrei Torah, Divrei Mussar, wailing, yearning, pleading, begging, giving up of Taivos, hurt, pain, etc. etc. of all the Yidden of all the generations and through all of the above bring Mashiach!!!

The arrival of Mashiach is a collective effort of me, all my friends on this forum, and the Rambam! Yes, each and every person who has made it to this forum (regardless of where they are holding in their personal  struggle) is holding hands with the Chofetz Chaim and the Sfas Emes, and together will bring Mashiach!!!

Our generation, precisely because we are faced with the lowest immorality since before the Mabul, was chosen as the special generation in which the Mashiach will arrive.

When i daven to You, I feel your closeness, and I know your presence. Please stop hiding from  us, and allow Your closeness to be felt by all of those that continue to struggle with their personal Yetzer Haras.

Hashem, I am confident and I will be telling  my dear brothers and sisters on the forum, that they are all part of history in the making.  The headlines in all the frum newspapers (as well as the non Jewish papers) will soon all read MASHIACH FINALLY ARRIVES. Hashem, I know this is the truth, as I feel it  down to the very core of my being.

Not everyone will be smiling then. But Guard ureyes wil be. So will Jack, mdmJerusalem, snax,me, battleworn,Elya K. and all the other wonderful Neshamos who are part of the revolution.  ear to ear.

I sign this letter with tears in my eyes and hope in my heart that You will reveal Yourself to us all B'Meheira U'BiYameinu.

Your Son,

Mevakesh Hashem

P.S.  I will be asking all my dear brothers and sisters on this forum to add their signatures to this "petition" and hopefully that will bring Mashiach even closer than he already is!

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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 15:22 #663

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Snax - With renewed hope!

When I read this forum I feel like Noach in the Taiva. Surrounded by all the shmootz on the web there is a little Taiva where yidden from all over the globe can come and hide and get the much needed chizzuk. Let us all choose this heilige Taiva and not Chas Vesholom the Teiva. Yidden if you haven't joined or if you fell out, join us now. The doors are open! The Mabul is almost over, Moshiach is on his way!
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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 15:38 #664

  • me
I sign the petition with a comment...a thought.

None of the great Geonim mentioned above could bring the Moshiach. Not that they weren't on the madreigah, but rather that Hashem did not want him to come through them.

It could be that just like on Erev Yom Hakippurim, we invite the "sinners" to come and pray together with us", (note: in our case perhaps we are inviting ourselves), but because the sinners who during the year can actually be put in cherem and not allowed to enter the shul, on this day, the day of forgiveness, we, on this day are all sinners coming together to change our ways. So, perhaps in fact Hashem wants the Moshiach to come through the likes of ourselves.

Let's Bring Him NOW!!!
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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 16:02 #666

  • nomer
Beautifully written! Thank you for taking the time to put your wonderful thoughts together! I sign wholeheartedly!
Ki Lishuascha Kivinu Kol Hayom!
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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 16:04 #667

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Mevakesh, it's funny you wrote this letter. Because I just had a similar talk with the Satan today. I told him, "Look, you've done enough damage already. You've brought the world to levels of corruption and perversion that have never been seen in history. But at the end of the day, you too are doing your Master's will. So do us a favor. With all the terrible spiritual destruction you have wrought everywhere, at least those who come to the guardureyes network, forum and chizuk list, let them alone. At least those yidden who show in their hearts that they want to do Teshuvah and come closer to Hashem, in spite of all the terrible Hatzlacha you have had in today's world, at least them, leave alone and don't stop them or bother them in any way! For at the end of the day, you too want deep down that Hashem's children should do his will and not listen to you. And you have made it hard enough as it is, in today's crazy world!"

And now, I sign Mevakesh's letter. Wait, let me put on my hat and gartle.
Leshem Yichud Kudsha Brichu, biyechudah shlim BESHAIM KOL YISOEL.

Signed. Guardureyes.
Webmaster of - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest.
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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 16:16 #668

  • battleworn
I sign a million times over,
And thank you so much for expressing our fellings so well.
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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 16:37 #671

  • Mevakesh Hashem

You are so right, of course.  We, and only we the (former) sinners can give the Satan the final  knockout punch  to make him leave and Mashiach arrive and take over. Rashi, Rambam,the Gra, Baal Shem Tov etc.  were "Kodoshim Merechem" and never sinned as we have. They may have been like Malachim, but they never could have effected Mashiach's arrival:  mortals/sinners need to do that!

You are so right! To bring Mashiach we need the ENTIRE Tzibbur of Klal Yisroel. What Does tzibbur stand for? Tzadikim, Beinonim, U'Reshaim! Just like we say by Kol Nidrei!

Guard, perhaps your "conversation" with the Menuval brought down the inspiration for me to express my letter. (even though I dont wear a gartel.... :D )

snax :I like that! Choose the protection of the Taiva and not the danger of the Teiva!  Good one!

Nomer: Stay strong.

Chazak V'Ematz!
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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 30 Oct 2008 16:38 #672

  • Mevakesh Hashem

a million times? leave room for others to sign!  ;D
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Re: Open Letter to Our Loving Father, Master of the Universe.... 01 Nov 2008 21:10 #720

  • me

  Your letter of making peace (so to speak) with the Y"H is something I saw in a sefer (Noam Levavos), by the shomer emunim Rebbi Zt"l.

Hope it works!!!!
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