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looks like i'm back 22 Mar 2010 23:16 #59309

  • bahava
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Gentleman,

I miss you.
And shalom to those of you whom I haven't met yet.

I've been gone for a while, trying my luck on the Tshuva/Nefila Roller Coaster.
Pretty much, I'm back where I started, a slave to my addiction.
Every day is a new low for me. I'm completely depressed and I'm out of ideas of how to get out of this.

I just feel like I've stopped caring about my falls. Until after I fall, and then I'm worse off than ever. I need a boost of motivation.

So I guess its back to basics. Handbooks? Sounds right.
I'll try to print them tonight.
Could someone check up on me tomorrow to make sure I've started reading?
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Re: looks like i'm back 22 Mar 2010 23:19 #59312

  • Ineedhelp!!
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Weelcome back b'ahava!

You know this is the place for you to be so stay a while! take off your shoes, make yourself at home. have you seen the new mini bar compliments of Bards ?

-Yiddle
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Re: looks like i'm back 23 Mar 2010 03:11 #59336

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Mini??
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Re: looks like i'm back 23 Mar 2010 09:04 #59357

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have you started reading?  ;D

be'ahava,
guard
Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest.
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