Hello,

I have decided to start a log in this section. So I went to the therapist the other day. Strangely I don't feel that much better after admitting my addiction to him. I don't know why. I was on part of Duvid Chaims group today. He seems like such an amazing guy. Steve's on the ball also. I was so happy to be on the call. I was crying a little. I cry a lot. I cry when I ask Hashem for help. I am a very emotional person in general. I feel so stuck. I don't know how to give this problem away. I fell like I am just trying to control it by asking hashem to help me with it. How do I give it away. I know I will never be rid of it because it is anaddictinbut how do i give over my lust to hashem. How long must I wait for this ailment to heal (I can imagine dov is saying to himself "oy this guy really has to take it easy") but I can't. oyoyuoyoyoyoyoyoy

Hey ZD,

You say you dont know how to get rid of this...well this is certainly a step towards it! Keep updating and updating and more updating. Gain the wosdom from the gedolim on this forum. They can answer your questions.

Kol Tuv!

-Yiddle

Did you see I moved part of your intro thread to the Wall of honor board over here?

rehab-my-site.com/guardureyes/forum/index.php?topic=2021.0

Don't forget to read and follow the handbooks... that will help you learn FREEDOM.