BH, as I'm writing this post i literally have tears in my eyes, been struggling forever... tried stopping so many times but just kept falling again and again... tried Therapy twice... didn't have the effect to get you to break clean... so have no words to thank this amazing GYE org. (Family) they can pull off what therapists can't so only HASHEM can repay them, Hashem should help you should continue saving lives and spread Kedusha all over the world.

I wanna throw out there about this amazing book מה טובו אוהליך יעקבit helps me and lots of others so defiantly worth looking into it. below is a link to amazon.

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Tonight is יא״צ of the אוהח״ק as it’s known to be a סגולה for עניני קדושה. צדיקים said every שטיקעל אין אוהח״ק have the סגולה especially this week,there’s some very strong שטיקלעך. לא הביט און ביעקב is super strong msgs 

I'm getting really emotional as I'm reaching 5 months in this beautiful journey,  which in the past i tried everything and never worked and it made me feel like the biggest looser, but that all changed since i started taking advantage of the GYE family and all the recourses they have to offer.

At the same time i want to point out the YH never sleeps (If he would have a way he would do everything to close down GYE, as he looses lots of business because of them ) I had a Nisoyon this morning as i was going to the mikva there was someone there looking for some trouble ודי למבין.... which in the past it would start giving me some severe urges until i would finally give in to act out.... which today it BH ended with just a nisoyon, so that comes to show me that although I'm reaching some significant millstones but the fight never ends it just that as time moves on the fight gets easier...

I would to finish off by wishing everyone loads of Hatzlocha in their fight for freedom.....

What an inspiring milestone - 5 months is truly something to celebrate! Your journey shows incredible strength, especially considering how different this experience has been from your previous attempts. It's beautiful to see how the GYE community and resources have made such a meaningful difference for you.

Your insight about the ongoing nature of this challenge is so valuable - recognizing that reaching milestones doesn't mean the end of nisyonos, but rather that we develop better tools and resilience over time. The fact that what once would have led to acting out stayed as just a test shows real growth and spiritual muscle you've built.

Thank you for sharing this encouragement with the community. Your words remind us all that progress is possible and that we're not fighting alone. Wishing you continued strength and hatzlacha as you keep moving forward on this beautiful journey. May you continue to find chizuk in the community and see many more milestones ahead!

davidt,

Thx for your Chizuk!!