iamvayimaen wrote on 22 Aug 2023 23:49:
I went for 126 days straight. Got too confident, and I fell last week. I can't seem to break free and get back up. I can't believe I am falling in Elul. It seems hopeless. I can't believe I won't be coming into rosh hashana with a solid record. I need some help getting up this time. I'm looking for any suggestions.
Congratulations on your streak! You wil be coming to Rosh Hashana with a major accomplishment! You are a different person having lasted that long. Dont obsess about the streak its not baseball. If at the begining someoe would have told you i can help you limit doing this behavior to 3 times a year you would have paid a million dollars! Of course we have to learn from our mistakes but make sure to also revel in our accomplishments. Hashem is proud of you!