Whatamithinking wrote on 29 Aug 2022 17:29:
This past year I fell into a habit I hadn't had for many years. I still haven't masturbated since 2011 but I was looking and watching stuff.
Started a new job and made a pledge to not do the same as before. I also now have a chance of getting my m work computer webchavered without tech issues.
Bottom line is that this crap doesn't make me happy.
Keep at it.
something else that may be meaningful to you - don't only play defense via webchaver and filters.., go on the offensive by reading a book such as the battle of the generation each night and proactively help yourself grow in your ruchniyus while also reinforcing your defenses. Of course you may already be doing something simliar... i did not go back to read any of your other posts...