Hey all, I need some advice here.
I've made progress with not watching and not searching up the wrong things B"H. Still not perfect, but its a work in progress.
What I am really struggling hard with these days though is the masturbation. It is a nightly challenge and I can rarely go three or four nights in a row without doing it (which itself is a big improvement from the every night that it used to be).
I though of an idea that might help me, but I need some outside opinions because I don't know if its actually my Yetzer Hara that's pushing for it.
Back in my watching days I've seen videos where men are put into chastity devices not allowing them to have pleasure. In a way I found this arousing. Recently I thought that if I put myself in one every night and kept the key in the bathroom, it would be a deterrent for me and make it easier to control.
However I'm really not sure because, as much as I'm embarrassed to admit it, the thought of it does arouse me. And that's why I need opinions from you guys to let me know if it is actually gonna help or make things worse.
This was hard to write,
Thank you all.