It wasn't easy. After I broke and trashed 10 p-rn videos, having had them and watched them over 2 years, dozens and dozens of times, I clicked delete on the "real" folder - containing 1-gig worth of p-rn videos.

I hardly have any p-rn vids left. I havn't really watched p-rn for 5-mounths. I hav'nt mastubated over p-rn for 5 mounths now. I did however log on and see some illicit p-rn nature disturbing (not illeagal images).

As long as I could see the title of a video being deletd I couldn't erase it. Since I removed the real file, conntaing the downloaded real player files , i removed all the videos with one swoop - without it bringing back memories. I do though have memories sometimes of sum of the clips - and can get eroused. Thanks to p-ornaddiction.ca  (spelled without the dash)- a Canadian site- I maddghed to keep of p-rn-though I still mastubate, less thanks to excelllent GYE e-mails.!

Thanks to you all,
Shmuel

Mazel tov! Hope you keep going strong.

I put a link on our links page to the site that helped you, as well as what you posted here.
See this page: www.guardureyes.com/GUE/Links.asp
(Scroll down to the third link above the big eye)

We're happy to have you with us here on the forum, fighting the war of Hashem against the Yetzer Hara. Keep posting, you will get lots of Chizuk!