willdoit wrote on 13 Jan 2021 18:31:
Hello,
I had a very hard last night, even woke up in middle of the night with a powerful urge, I literally felt like exploding. So I just closed my eyes and begged hashem from the bottom of my heart, please, please hashem take it away from me, you want me to stay clean, and so do I - and helped me he did, and i made it thru b"H.
Today is easier b"H.
Thanks for listening
The holy Steipler Gaon of Bnei Brak once said, “There is no such thing as a sincere prayer that goes unanswered. Any heartfelt request addressed to Hashem
must be answered. It can’t be otherwise."
The Hebrew world for prayer “
tefillah” comes from the root “
palel” which means to connect. A successful prayer doesn’t necessarily mean that we get what we ask for. Hashem is not a vending machine and there are times when the answer we receive is “no.” But the prayer may still be deemed “successful” since the primary goal of prayer is to connect with Hashem. That has been accomplished.
Keep strong!
