Day#43
Feeling good about myself, but feeling like I am slipping.
When I first started, I found myself learning a lot more torah, constantly listening to shiuring on the subject. As time passes I feel myself becoming more and more complacent. I don't like this feeling. I don't think I am near a fall, but inching my way towards one. I need to rethink my strategy with the YH. The higher the number of clean days I have, the more I want to protect it. Nobody want's a fall, but I see just how easy it could be regardless of how far you've come.
Continuing to hold the line.