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Re: The Long War Journal 07 Jan 2019 17:45 #338265

  • airmale613
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Day 36:
So far so good. The last few days have been a little annoying because inappropriate thoughts materialize in my mind. The fuse breaker isn't flipping as quickly as it did in the beginning. When this happens I have a mental conversation between the YH and myself. I tell him I know what he's doing and it isn't going to work and I'll fight him at all costs. Seems to work for now, need to strengthen more to train my mind not to wonder.

Re: The Long War Journal 14 Jan 2019 17:57 #338445

  • airmale613
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Day#43
Feeling good about myself, but feeling like I am slipping. 
When I first started, I found myself learning a lot more torah, constantly listening to shiuring on the subject. As time passes I feel myself becoming more and more complacent. I don't like this feeling. I don't think I am near a fall, but inching my way towards one. I need to rethink my strategy with the YH. The higher the number of clean days I have, the more I want to protect it. Nobody want's a fall, but I see just how easy it could be regardless of how far you've come. 

Continuing to hold the line.

Re: The Long War Journal 14 Jan 2019 20:44 #338451

  • colincolin
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How about learning something different for a few weeks; some Agudah, or Chasidic stories, or Mussar instead?
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