O'K so here's a very quick update. Before purim I became so full of pain about my son. On Taanis esther I spent many hours by the kosel. On Purim Hashem performed two miracles to keep my son off the streets -where he had planned to hang out with friends. I got a very big chizuk in bitachon from that, but last night I got knocked down really hard. Today I was zocheh to speak to R' Tzvi Meir and he gave me great chizuk and hadracha. Then as my bus was passing my son's work, I suddenly got the idea to jump off and go visit him. He ended up coming to my office, and I got him very curious about this forum. So we made up to have a talk tomorrow morning -PLEASE DAVEN VERY HARD THAT I SHOULD HAVE UNLIMITED SIYATA DISHMAYA. It's more than obvious that the reason why I didn't manage to get him here till now is because Hashem knew that I first need to get that chizuk and hadracha from my rebbie.
I've learned a great deal about bitachon and tefilah lately and I'd like to share it with you as soon as I can find the time. Thank you all so much for your tefilos and posts. You should all be zocheh to see miraculous success in your battles!
Very determined battleworn
