I do not know that you know
The place so dark of which i go
I dont believe you understand
My disturbed and self destructive "land"
It is a land of decadence ..but such a horrid place
To soon I wish time to erase
Then i go "just one more time "
That universe inside my mind
For i am but a boy
"Currently Single and Unemployed "
From my "wonderland " more than even the one Above
I feel sureal unconditional love
No need for  any pain or depair
She is soo strong &always cares
With my confusion haughtiness and sins
Not yet to drink from Torah springs
So to self  I plead with a sense fo self love
"SELF do not wallow from below -...nor peer down at people from above
NO I SAY I AM G-DLY that is me
One day no Eisav sister.... just you and me !!