Hello dear friends. Dear warriors.
Dear brave.
The fact GYE have known for
some time it has been my experience
marvelous.
It's been time to open the eyes of a
deep sleep of fantasies and lies and re-
birth. Both as a person, Yehudi, as
husband and father.
I can look up to the Shamayim and tell
to Hashem with all my heart:
"Thank You! Thank you for loving me so much and
Tati
me -once again-a wonderful opportunity to
come home, by your side.
Thanks for opening the door of your house and
enlighten me with your light.
Thanks for not letting me continue to act without
responsibility and continue to make mine,
fulfilling my foolish whims.
Please do not forget me, and my
needs -although I am stubborn and rebellious.
Thanks for letting me be a normal person.
Normal as you want and as usual
people believe. "
The last 2 1/2 years of my life, in which
back to my old addiction to act (which might not
was cured, only sleeping) have been for me the
worst years of my life.
I do not mean personal problems or anything
the style, I mean something that was resurface
forgotten me. And again to welcome new
Addiction: Pictures.
Hashem instead, sent me pure
good and gratified all my life with
great joys that are my wonderful wife
my beautiful children and my family. Besides
enjoy
in good health, welfare, peace and many
things.
Someone told me in the forum "
We are not angel's, but people. "
The fight against addiction should not, nor is it
what -do alone.
That we have done for many many years
without seeing breakthrough.
Therefore, it is necessary "Coming out".
I mean addiction. Exit to save our
intimate secret for help.
Help to get -and give- Jizuk and moral support.
We here at GYE we have Baruch Hashem.
Say it is not 'easy' to get support on
this anywhere or with anyone,
even the wife.
Bringing myself, acknowledge that no
I can alone.
Beezrat Hashem I have the need to seek
"Ish Le Reehu Yomar Jazak".
Beatzlacha!