I got a new recognition. i was in the hebrew forum for a while. (sround 10 month) I posted over 1300 posts there. i joined the hebrew phone confrence ets. & nothing worked for me. i got stuck in the middle of my 1st step & couldn't continue for few month! now i know why. I NEVER ADMITED POWERLESSNESS!!!! as much as i said it it was more like "this is the languege here" just like i started learning english when i came to the US i started talking "lost of control" when i "came" to program.
but actualy never came here! I sat down 2 days ago with a "long-term" member with years of recovery & after 10-15 minutes he told it to me right in the face! he told me what i wrote in my "1st step" has nothing to do with 1st step! he told me what i should write. the next night i came back to him after writing a lot & as soon as i told it to him he guided me. so now i feel i'm a new-comer (not only to the "english" section which i started just about a month ago or so but to the whole program!

welcome everyone! so nice to see you here! hoping to get what you got from this beutiful program!

Welcome

refua shleyma !