I had another fall after being clean for 10 days.......... I feel anger and I'm disappointed of myself, i feel down and frustrated, I know I shouldn't give up but it seems to be so difficult to continue.
Today its Rosh Chodesh and should be a NEW beginning but this same day I had a fall
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And thinking back, I'm asking myself: How many beginning I had?! How many times I have to start for beginning? I'm getting tired of that.........
I need Chizuk and Help!
Thank You,
Ota Avakesh