I just started a new job and there's a Goya who I have developed a massive crush. She's very flirty around the office with guys she attracted to. She does not flirt or give me the time of day. At first I was upset over this an depressed. But now im looking at it differently. Baruch hashem Alexis isn't attracted to me. If she was it would be a downward spiral for me. She's attractive , nice and sweet(well to everyone but me), she's well educated (masters degree), successful (she's a vice president). She's also 36 so for goyish woman that's the age they start to become lonely. If she was attracted to me I feel not only would we have s*x but It might even lead me to enter into a relationship with her and marrying her. She's amazing and she would love all the warmth and attention I'd shower upon her. my kids would be goyim ending the Jewish line in my family. That's the last thing i want. So Baruch hashem she isn't into me