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Today i thank You, Hashem 06 Feb 2013 00:42 #201867

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Beezrat Hashem i want to thank Hashem for my first clean day since my last fall. Clearly i can't talk to every place about what i talk here so i B'H got the idea to make a new topic where every one can thank Hashem about the clean day He gave them. I believe it would help us, i believe it would be a gratification for ourselves and for Hashem Yitbarach to see each other's progress yom-yom, day by day, one day at a time!

So i want to tell you that today was the very first time in my life that i said the 3 daily prayers. I feel good. I feel small and insignificant, unworthy and knowing i'm still very far from the Schina but today i said the 3 daily prayers for the first time in my life.

Thank You Hashem for this clean day you gifted me.

Re: Today i thank You, Hashem 06 Feb 2013 02:19 #201871

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Dmaot wrote:
Beezrat Hashem i want to thank Hashem for my first clean day since my last fall. Clearly i can't talk to every place about what i talk here so i B'H got the idea to make a new topic where every one can thank Hashem about the clean day He gave them. I believe it would help us, i believe it would be a gratification for ourselves and for Hashem Yitbarach to see each other's progress yom-yom, day by day, one day at a time!

So i want to tell you that today was the very first time in my life that i said the 3 daily prayers. I feel good. I feel small and insignificant, unworthy and knowing i'm still very far from the Schina but today i said the 3 daily prayers for the first time in my life.

Thank You Hashem for this clean day you gifted me.



Clean day, 3 Prayers, feel good, You are on a roll! Keep up the good work!

Eli
Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up!

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Re: Today i thank You, Hashem 08 Feb 2013 14:00 #201983

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Hi Dmaot,

how are you? Thank you for this thread. By the way dmaot could be tears caused by simcho also.

Have a lovely shabbes.
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