Actually TrYiNg, I said "possibly" because I think you're still in a stage where it's considered to be "fun" or "strong of you" to stay up. I didn't want to outrightly grab the gold metal out of you hand. But seriously speaking, this is no joke. I'm a severe case of a workaholic and if I don't work on this it will take full control of my life. If you only knew where I stand, you might be able to hit the bottom while still on top. I don't think my work-habits are unjustified; I'm a CEO (owner) of a large international business in its early stages, and I'm trying to push it forward before I get married. But still, that's no excuse to surrender my life to the business. Some of this is absolutely necessary for the development of my company, but it's been largely overdone.
If you'd ask me, the reason I work the way I do, is so later, when I get married and everything is in motion, I'll be able to withdraw from my work setting and devote more time to my life - my family. Honestly, I doubt that will actually happen if I don't outrightly take back control, and I'm terrified of what this will bring me. This is one of the reasons I'm moving to NY - I'll have more opportunity to withdraw from work and do other things, only to work within a very strict schedule and framework.
I'm sorry for being such a poor sport. While I still try to joke about it with my friends, I just don't think it's funny anymore.
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