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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 12 Apr 2013 19:17 #205025

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 14 Apr 2013 14:50 #205101

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 14 Apr 2013 15:40 #205102

HI EVERYONE!

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 14 Apr 2013 20:56 #205109

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 15 Apr 2013 20:27 #205148

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 16 Apr 2013 17:32 #205193

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 16 Apr 2013 19:11 #205211

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2 (I am in the mood for some porn )


Hang in there, brother! Don't let your 'mood' turn into your 'doom' (ie, don't turn your life upside-down).

Hatzlacha

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 16 Apr 2013 19:41 #205217

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Thanx MT I wrote to Nitz in PM's a bit and it cooled me off. Someone sent me a news link about something and on the side was the "sex sell's" stuff I started fishing though the stuff and stopped in my tracks and asked myself "Will this make me happy for a long time or only just a bit of pressure release and then I will be even gloomier. Is this what is wanted from me right now, just to succumb and masturbate to porn?" I closed the website and came here to post and cool down. Now I am out of here and going to socialize a bit with friends.

I might be back later to see what’s up with you guys later but now is not the right time.

I am even ready if I fall later (even though I deep down don’t want to) but now I have the upper hand and I am asking Hashem please help me and take the battle away from me I am right now winning but I WOULD RATHER NOT WIN BUT NOT HAVE TO FIGHT!!! (Even though the fight makes you grow spiritually, I feel that now, it is not for me (yet))

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Last Edit: 16 Apr 2013 19:44 by jewish jew.

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 16 Apr 2013 23:40 #205255

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well done Itchy!

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 19 Apr 2013 14:53 #205560

have a great shabbos everybody
i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response.
finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 23 Apr 2013 20:52 #205811

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Re: How Is Your Day Going? 30 Apr 2013 14:38 #206230

ugh physically todays a one the weather change/allergies is hanging me out to dry
i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response.
finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: How Is Your Day Going? 30 Apr 2013 20:06 #206257

Sorry to hear that. Hope you feel better. Anyhow, don't let your YH tell that lusting will make you feel better. It'll only make you feel worse.

Hatzlacha

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