Wow it feels like forever since I have posted here but I am happy i found something to share, I just sent this email to the GYE help people and thought it would be nice to share it with eveyone... It might give some ppl a chizuk and if it inspires one person it's worth it... I am also more then a weeek sober im so happy all the best to everyone this is the email i sent please let me know what u think:
Hi my parents want to install koshernet on my computer, I asked them to. I struggle with SSA and want to stay away as much as possible from acting act on my desires. Koshernet doesnt realize that they've forgotten to block some sites that I can watch porn on and I am afraid that when my parents put the koshernet on my computer I will have a crazy desire to go on that site and I keep getting nervous about this. Do u think you can help me out? Maybe give "Kosher"net a call for me and inform them that this porn site is not blocked? pls get back to me asap im getting very anxios about this. I dont believe there is trully a "kosher" alternative to internet fof someone like me who has such a hard time controlling my desires for ssa i get so horny and my desires are practically uncontrollable and I could break through a steel wall to give in to my desires if I wanted to...Of course I try my best not to and I also dont have a social life WHatsoever which is my biggest problem and i cant stay busy my whole life which leads me to going on internet when im bored and stuff to play around even if not for bad purposes....Please see if there is anything you can do to help me out with this koshernet problem, thank you, shabbat shalom and have a woderful weekend.
