Shalom, reb Yid.
I sometimes end up too close to women, and one time even worse, a woman was "too close" to me and I didn't do anything about it.
could you clarify this phrase? what do you mean exactly. just close like in a bus ?
You know, "Torah", is du a zach, man darf nish vargessn:
One of the most meaningful things that we can take out of a fall (particularly after a long clean streak) besides for brushing up on our defenses and strengthening our barriers, is simply the humility that we get when we realize that in spite of how well we were doing, we were able to fall - just like that.
This humility renews our connection with Hashem. The more we feel how much we NEED Hashem's constant mercy and help each day, the more connected and dependant we are on Him. And this kesher is so precious to Hashem, that sometimes He brings a Tzadik to fall for that reason alone.
Was not meant as toychocho (who am i.), just thats the metzius. good bocherim suffer from it.
hatzlocho!
btw, as i understood, in 2.5 years you fell just about 10 times. wow. ! not bad. what is your strategy/plan?
