I can count on one hand (i think, but 2 hands for sure) the amount of times in my life I've been in front of a computer with unfiltered internet, and the same amount of fingers ia the amount of times I fell flat on my neshama.
I just now by accident realized I'm not filtered for a few minutes, but I have no plans on falling.
Why?, but after all just yesterday I slipped with M. after a solid clean streak and I'm supposed to be deppressed and what difference does it make if I get up today or tommmorow. And also, it can be really physically enjoyable.
But no, if I fall then today will not be clean and I will lose everything, if I stand strong - I'm the reason Hashem recreated the world on 10 Adar 5772 (המחדש בטובו בכל יום תמיד מעשה בראשית)
Take that, Mr. Yetzer Horah. Thanks for doing your job, through your failures I earn my Olam Haboh.
Thanks GYE and the forum for all Iv'e learned  and grown from you.
And most importantly, thank you Hashem - ואלמלא הקב"ה עוזרו לא יכול לו
Gotta go, in 2 minutes my wife will be home and the nisayon will be over.

הצלחה!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank TZ, I knew you'd be first to respond with a clever line or 2 (uh oh, I wonder how you'll respond to that).
She just called that she'll be a bit late, so If I would theoreticaly want I would have time to sin.
I was thinking maybe to leave the house, but I know how I work, If I start to feel he's stronger than me now and I have to run away - game over. Thats my name "mefatfait biyitzrfo", it's true that in the big picture I don't stand a chance w/o Hashems help, but in the sublime moment of the present only with my very own bechirah can I connect to His will and access His never ending support.
Gotta go again, now she's really comin'.
Take care guys.

Mefatfait Beyitzro wrote on 04 Mar 2012 16:37:

ooh!

When I'm powerless I am hopefull,

but when I'm powerfull I am hopeless.