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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 25 Oct 2012 21:48 #146716

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eat chocolate

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 25 Oct 2012 21:49 #146717

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mr. wrote on 25 Oct 2012 21:40:

Mattithias Kohen Gadol said to Judah Makabee and his 4 brothers, Rak Hazak V'Amatz!

shoot! I thought you were quoting my favorite matisyahu....
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 25 Oct 2012 22:11 #146723

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Matiyahu is currentlty stoned out with Bob Marley and a case of OLD GRANDPY'S MOULDY 'POSSUM

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 09 Nov 2012 22:04 #147568

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I feel like I may fall soon. Is anyone there?
My Rabbi always gives me the same advice. "Be happy. The world is good. Just be happy."

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 10 Nov 2012 21:46 #147573

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Someone here.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 18 Nov 2012 01:34 #148089

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I feel like I may fall again. Is there someone I can talk to here?
My Rabbi always gives me the same advice. "Be happy. The world is good. Just be happy."

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 18 Nov 2012 03:30 #148095

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how ya doing?

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 02 May 2013 23:21 #206487

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I'm driving around (for work) ( i oulled over to write this)and my minds starting to wonder I so much want to look to fantasies Imagining them Naked with me crazy fantasies. Do I sat to hell with all this and see how many I could get? Young Pretty easy to get collage girls. What? You married u have a family crazy craziness you know u can't and u know u wont so what are u thinking?? Oh but u could. I just want to long nice hot day every1 is showing so much just look and enjoy after all they're dressed ( more or less) but no no you can't Stop stop stop

Please help will keep checking Thanx it's 3:20pm here on the east coast
Hashem please give mr strength
I surrender to you

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 02 May 2013 23:26 #206490

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Sometimes one day at a time is too much.
Then we can take it one test at a time. Just stay clean now. It will pass and you will feel better soon. Surrender the lust to Hashem, beg Him to take it from you so you can live.

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 02 May 2013 23:28 #206491

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Thanx Alex

Wow k stay focused we could do this !

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 02 May 2013 23:35 #206493

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Gosh I never realized how much I actually look.... Now consciously trying to look away I realize how much I have been looking. But it's like all over things begging and calling "look at me look at me"!!!!

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 02 May 2013 23:37 #206494

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Imagine, every time tou look away, your getting a $1000 visa gift card...
(it's actualy better than that!)
Last Edit: 02 May 2013 23:37 by mr. emunah.

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 02 May 2013 23:51 #206496

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Thanx Mr E very true that's a great perspective. Ok I think I got through for nor I hope
Watch me Hasham
What more could u ask for
Talking the first step
Please
Please Carry me the rest of the way!!!
Last Edit: 03 May 2013 00:07 by Oyyvey27. Reason: Posted to early

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 02 May 2013 23:53 #206497

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Carry me
In your memory
til it fades awaa ay
away

Running through the park
sleepin' out in the rain

runnin from the insane...

Ah!
Matisyahu

come back to us!
Last Edit: 02 May 2013 23:54 by mr. emunah.

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 03 May 2013 00:08 #206498

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Thanx Mr E bh bh I'm ok
(My phone wasn't letting me type so I just posted as is
K now I finished my tefeilah)

Thanx
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