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The Hand of Hashem 22 Aug 2011 20:44 #115782

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Hi Everyone -

I wanted to ask everyone to share an experience when they were about to fall and they clearly saw the Hand of Hashem cause some disturbance to their plans that allowed them to stay strong.

I will go first.

One of the first times I was going to watch a movie I was in the mall and about 2 minutes before I was going to purchase a ticket (about 100 feet away from the window) I bump into the Mashgiach of the Yeshiva I was attending at the time.

I was blown away and terrified he knew where I was going. I did not watch a movie that time but I did not either internalize the experience enough not to go back ever again.

ninety
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Re: The Hand of Hashem 22 Aug 2011 22:33 #115819

Well quite often when I'm about to start slipping on the internet I get a call from either my friend or my mum and I have to get up and answer it. It's happened too many times to be pure coincidence. Once a few years ago I was in the middle of watching porn when my friend called me and wanted to talk about falling - too much of a coincidence too looking back.

Other times, there are some really hot girls I want to check out in greater detail but when I turn my head to do so something has moved to block my view. Either the girl has moved behind a lamp post or somebody has walked in front of her obstructing my vision. It's like I'm God doesn't want me to see what I'm not meant to.

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Re: The Hand of Hashem 23 Aug 2011 00:02 #115837

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thats very dangerous stuff, there is no monkey business, hashem will only do it here & there to show you the right direction
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