Dearest Uri,
You are very precious. I got goosebumps hearing your second song. Absolutely loved it. Thank you so much for writing it and sharing it with us.
I hope you realize by now that even though you may rise and fall, your neshama, your essence, is very special. Never ever forget this no mater how low you may ever fall, C"V. The real Uri is the one writing and singing these songs; the Uri that acts out is the fake one. Read these words again, especially after you fall, if that ever happens, C"V.
The "high" you are on right now (assuming you aren't like this always) is a gift from HaShem, showing you your potential how you could live your life in the long term. It is a gift to give you a derech haChaim to aspire to, and show you that you CAN reach such heights, that it IS possible!
A lot of people in this world don't know what their strengths are. You are lucky, it's obvious to us what one of your strengths is: When you open your heart, especially through music, you have the gift to touch other people's hearts.
Love,
Momo