I humbly am back and admit the reality that I cannot do it myself and the acceptance that I do have resentments and
disappointments in people, even people here . Those are triggers for acting out.  I remember hearing at a OA meeting that this is a selfish
program. Maybe I need to clarify what selfish means.
People can be dry drunks and even if not practicing with their drug of choice ( behavior of choice)  still act out . I keep turning
my powerlessness over ; and like a yo-yo it keeps coming back. I really need a sponsor and friends. I am tired ( at 57) from
trying to do it my way and isolating based upon allowing others disappointments to steal my serenity and program.
The good news JUST FOR TODAY  I am walking the walking in sanity and recovery

hugs to all
Tashuv

A dry drunk is someone who hasn't replaced his booze with a life.

What do you enjoy?

Are you learning and growing?

Welcome back.  Hope we can help this round.

Alex

Still insane, but humbled to recognize that insane is normal when we accept it and turn it over to the DR of teh universe.
He offers the best health care coverage anywhere   

T