Momo,
A great man once told me
THE PAST IS PAST.
YOU CAN NOT DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE IT.
DONT DWELL ON IT. LET IT END AND MOVE ON.
START FROM NOW, LOOK FORWARD, AND MOVE FORWARD!!
By getting depressed by a Fall that is behind you, is dwelling on the past which makes it own you. It's all a YH to try to PULL YOU DOWN by thinking you'll never get to your goal. THAT IS A LIE!! YOU CAN REACH ANY GOAL YOU SET YOUR HEART TO.
YOU CAN OWN YOUR PAST BY RALLYING YOURSELF BACK INTO ROARING MODE!!
Momo, WE ARE NOT THE PRODUCT OF OUR FALLS. THEY DO NOT DEFINE US. THEY ARE MERELY COMPUTER GLITCHES THAT INTERRUPT, BUT THEY ARE NOT PART OF THE PROGRAM!!
Just let GO and move forward, do NOT look back.
Give yourself DISTANCE from your past before trying to learn lessons from it - the emotions are too raw now, let them settle. You know this, you have stared down your past from a great distance of days before, and have seen how it really doesn't touch you, and can not hurt you anymore. REALLY.
I love you, Momo. KEEP ON TRUCKING!! YOU ARE A WINNER!!!