moning chilling gripping!!!!!!

wow!

yechezkel

welcome aboard

you story is so familiar to mine

I am a tad older than you (tad means a drop I am talking to an english man it's tad )

the story with the baby is really amazing

may his death b  azechus
for you

yecheskel

let me introduce myself

my name is bardichev I have a fake name i use at work and in shul

I grew tremendously from this forum

and so will you

I beleive that with simcha and a good nature you will eventually kick this addiction

I said eventually

why??

I also went from real addictive behavoir to 90 days clean without a slip

nothing

but tayaere tzaddik yechskel

the monster lurks everywhere

I would like to suggest 3 things

1 stay part of the chevra here it is very helpful (posting reaading drinkung lechayim in bardys of london and in the yerushalayim snif of bardys pub)

2 remeber that we can overcome a fall its called KEEP ON TRUCKING!!! (Or lorrieng )

3 be yourself !

(read bardichevs battle http://www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=450.0

and harrys son http://www.guardyoureyes.org/forum/index.php?topic=1120.msg80396#new2



main thing is be besimcha and keep on trucking-lorrieng-tamshich hasaot


b

dajwtsh - doesn't anyone just want to say hi?
Dovish -  I need help with this one, but everybody loves Dov.
Flake -  I need help with this one.
geshtaltzumfleegen - nobody seems to know the definition of this one at the moment.
GUE -  GuardUrEyes -  guardureyes.com is the original website.
GYE -  Guard Your Eyes -  guardyoureyes.org is the newer website.
IMHO -  in my humble opinion.
IMO -  in my opinion.
itqah - it's too quiet around here.
kichsaa -  s h i t a .  If you don't believe me, try typing s h i t a
                  (without the spaces) in a post and see what happens.
koecadw -  Keep on eating cholent and drinking woodford.
koecadwalaot - Keep on eating cholent and drinking woodford and lemonade and orca tea.
kokot -  keep on keeping on trucking.              come on you knew that right?
kot -  keep on trucking.
kutgw -  keep up the good work.
nomwootyht =  number of minutes working on overcoming the yetzer hora today:
NPFB - non-perfectionist from birth.
orca - killer whale.  One giraffe I know drinks orca tea.  This is important to know.
RID -  Restlessness, irritability, and discontent.  Hey neat!!  Who did that??  I love moderators!
rotf -  ? ? ? ? please post the answer.
serious -  a temporary condition that may occur when you stop drinking woodford.
sgofb -  smile gemach open for business.
totw -  Trucker Of The Week  award. 
Vimple - Vus iz mit payess, let's eat.
WATLITW - With All The Love In The World
wie - where is everyone?
woodford - the official drink of the guardyoureyes network.  Originated by R' Bardichev no?

SB

Keep on trucking and join the party!

B

today is 31.... lamed alef.
wow
it feels great to be here already. but i still have a lot of work to do. i am still in the habit. im not clean of it yet. i will never be clean of it but im still in the cycle. its just that ive stopped it for 31 days so far.
battle plans:
chazar attitude handbook and start on the other handbook.
learn lots of torah. i go to a shiur on avodah zarah and meseches beitzah and rosh hashana. these arnt so much of me learning they are more of me just trying to spend my time in a holy way. i work on meseches sukkah with someone. and im gona try to work on pesachim (in shiur we are only doing part of first perek and part of second.
3) keep on trucking....more things to come soon, anyone have any ideas?

im still trying to work on my learning skills and it is still frustrating cus my rebbe jsut switched our chavrusas and i got one that really wont be helpful for me. it really frustrating because its a kind of person that i have to teach it to when i myself dont even know it yet. yet im still trying to push forward and keep happy.

lets are keep on trucking
HS

It is

jewinpain wrote on 10 Nov 2010 03:52:


what's this a referance to?
sounds geshmak.

I know it is hard but I think it is very good to be honest. What ever you do (p* or m* or both) always share it with us. Tell us what you are thinking and what is going on.

The fact you are sharing is awesome and is helping us already.

The road might be long but don't give up, EVER.

Keep on trucking.

You are winning as long as you want to change and are trying.

Your fan.
HY

Actually we are trucking along

No matter what!!

B

Bards. That's a nice one
Tzvi, don't get stressed I too suffer from stress and anxiety that killed me, but I learned how to deal with that b"h keep on trucking, I still owe u a long reply from yesterday. Didn't forget about u, just been in my truck all day, and now I am dead meat,I'll try in the next day or 2 to share with u more about my fight with the stress and the urge to act out,
KOT

What a revolution we made the thruway was loaded 2day with GYE trucks:)
Btw have u guys though about what Gmail is thinking all of a sudden million of guys open an email account with GYE lettering in it

Guard, perfect timing. I've been having such a rotten day and feeling more and more worthless that I was just about to give up and go to a computer where I can act out. But I checked GYE first and saw your post and I feel that it must be hashgacha pratis that you posted these inspiring words. I think I can make it through tonight without acting out because of your post.

I don't want to stop to analyze why my day was rotten, and why I'm unhappy with life at the moment, and feel alienated from my world and want to run from everything to shmutz, or go to sleep, or try to escape some other way. I just want to try to keep my head up and keep on trucking and not think too hard. Thinking always screws me up.

bardichev wrote on 02 Nov 2010 03:27:


they do it evry time they break the ice and then they get scared

r we doing something wrong?

Keep on trucking


One day at atime

B

Keep on trucking

Every time we hold back


Is a nuclear bomb to the yh

message to all truckers: keep within a 5-day-drive radius of anongye. gotta be around for the 90-day party.

keep up your great work!
keep on trucking!

and last but not least, to paraphrase the rebbe reb Bards: beware of milestones...