Beautiful.

Keep on posting (in small chunks please).

Sorry I keep missing your chats.

Keep on trucking, dude.

I third the motion

if you are heimish you will understand the

what our Babbes (oy were they smart) used to say

"men ken nisht zayn a bissel allapotosh" (pregnanat)

it's either shemiras einayim or not

i was spending some time in the hospital recently

"regular" TV is very very close to p&*n

so we gotta do what it takes to battle our way

and guess what ??
stay on the forum and you will be matzliach!!!


keep on trucking


bardichev

oh I"m also heimish!!!!

Hurrry up Bards, tell the command post where he is so we can take him down with brute force! I am going to use a line here that Ive never used in life!

Hey Bards: KEEP ON TRUCKING!

Yiddle2 wrote on 04 Mar 2010 16:38:



SURGE!!

Keep on trucking and lots to have us think about.

Git voch!!!

Ok we finished the Blantons
Ok the litlle B's fought over the horsie

We still have asach lchaim left in the kretchmer the bookers is within reach of liquid "Tashbisu" before peasach

Boy is my Rov gonna be surprised when I sell him the chometz and I value my "scnapps" close to $1000.00 range

Ok lchaom to the world!!!

Have a happy vuch!!!

KEEP ON TRUCKING!!!

bardichev

I have written many a time
"She may be a problem

But but

She is not YOUR problem"

Mazal tov on you victory the jouney of a thousand miles begins with a single step!

KEEP ON TRUCKING!
b

bardichev wrote on 07 Mar 2010 12:35:


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I'm a little slow on the pickup...

ZD, Welcome Home!

Wow. I am amazed at your story. Especially at your strength and perseverance! coming to terms and accepting your addiction has taken many of us YEARS to get to. Baruch Hashem you have made it here faster!!

Like you said, Hashem has designed our lives and written the script in such a way that each of us was BOUND to get here, as addicts seeking recovery at our own Har Sinai, GYE. And so NOW begis our real life's mission, each of us working alone AND TOGETHER on our private and collective Tikkunim.

If you are able to join Duvid Chaim's Conferrence Call as Guard suggested in his second post to you (March 5), it would be a great help to you. You'll see by reading the forum i am a big advocate of the program. it has really helped me a lot, and opened my eyes to several ways to deal with and reduce the urges to follow my eyes and to act out. It's all anonymous, but the fellowship and camaraderie is SOOOO real.

Meanwhile, take advatage to EVERTHING this heilige site has to offer. And do everything in your power to limit your new internet access to GYE and Pure Torah sites.

Keep On Trucking!!

Your new friend,

Steve

Good - keep focused, and keep on trucking!

But as always, we (I) ask - what are you going to do differently? OK, you've identified the fact that you don't want to trust yourself with the computer. A good step - you're admitting powerlessness, saying that you don't want to put yourself into a situation where you'll HAVE to be powerful.

So what are you going to do? Are there any other safeguards you can put into place?

Time management is important.

Another thing, that I'm trying to work on now, is not going online unless I have something specific to do - and having clear goals, and not doing anything else online.

Give u Reb Bard chizuk? You just shook me to the core. I better not start crying at my desk.

All I can say is Keep On Trucking!!

Chizzuk

Yes!!

Crying?? No!!

Keep the chizzuk up!!!

KEEP ON TRUCKING!!

HEY TZADDIK!!

GOOOOOOOOOGLE IMAGES IS THE DOORSTEP TO GEHHENOMS PATH

GO AWAY FROM GOOOOGLE IMAGES

IF YOU NEED THE LIBRARY GET IN AND GET OUT AS SOON AS YOU CAN


NEXT IT IS GETTING WARMER

IN MY SLICE OF THE EAST COAST THE PRUTZUS ARE HITTING THE STREET SO BE FORWARNED!!!!


WHATEVER YOU DO KEEP ON TRUCKING!!

CMON GET OFF THE FLOOR

THERE IS NO ROOM FOR SELF PITY

PLEASE ASAI LIMAAANCHA IM LO LIMAAANEIEI!!

WE NEED YOU HERE

WHAT GREATER NACHAS RUACH CAN HASHEM HAVE

THAN A WARRIOR COMING BACK ALBEIT BRUISED

GET OFF THE FLOOR

KEEP ON TRUCKING!!!!

silentbattle wrote on 09 Mar 2010 01:19:

Bursts, Schmursts.

How's that for simple?



Davening and getting busy are the main on-the-spot tools I know of, but slowly having our motivations change and simplfying our awareness of Hashem over time in recovery is the real key, in the end. And anyway - in the end - there will still be times of occasional bursts. Wer'e pickles.
And still, the answer to them will need to be "Burst Schmurst!" and do what Reb b teaches us: Keep On Trucking...we can outlast any burst (or schmurst, for that matter).

By the way steve

Those joggers they are not "your" problem!!

Thnks for not looking

Its good to work on not loooking before the weather gets warm

KEEP ON TRUCKING!!

Yiddle

Here is a reality chack all you said is true

None of it will helP you if you are feeling weak and vulnerable

Review this list when u are clean happy and on the way up!!!

As you said being clean and not living the sick double life is better than shmuts

Except shmuts is a quick sick unexplcibal thrill


Review this in your mind BEFoRE you get down

And...
KEEP ON Trucking!!!

KEEP ON TRUCKING!! WITH A SMILE!!

Sounds like you're really going strong - fantastic!

Very often, when we give up one method of acting out, one addiction, we try to fin other things to compensate (instead of just becoming healthy). It's natural - but you can do it! Build yourself up!

From another perspective...being mz"l is like a drug - pleasure, relaxation, etc. Stopping that means that there might be more tension and anxiety that you need to deal with. But that means that you're actually facing and dealing with the issues in your life!

Keep on Trucking!

Yes he does he will hit him onm the head with a bottle of woodford and sayy

GOOOOOD RIDDANCE!!

And keep on trucking