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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 14 Feb 2010 02:01 #53041

sci1977 Current streak: 438 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 895 Karma: 0	keep on trucking!!
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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 14 Feb 2010 13:15 #53076

the.guard Current streak: 745 days OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 6438 Karma: 138	Eye.nonymous wrote on 13 Feb 2010 18:12: BTW, after I made the last change to my filter with my wife, she said, "We really ought to get a kosher internet service that only lets you see the couple of sites that you really need." I said, "I think that's what we have now." I think she meant a white-list filter like I use... Check out www.enativ.com
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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 14 Feb 2010 20:12 #53131

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guardureyes wrote on 14 Feb 2010 13:15:

Eye.nonymous wrote on 13 Feb 2010 18:12:

BTW, after I made the last change to my filter with my wife, she said, "We really ought to get a kosher internet service that only lets you see the couple of sites that you really need."

I said, "I think that's what we have now."

I think she meant a white-list filter like I use... Check out www.enativ.com

I know, but our K9 does the same thing now the way it's set up!

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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 14 Feb 2010 20:18 #53134

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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 14 Feb 2010 20:23 #53137

sci1977 Current streak: 438 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 895 Karma: 0	KUTGW!! 107 is GREAT!! I really enjoy that you continue to count on here and share what is going on with you.
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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 15 Feb 2010 12:43 #53326

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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 15 Feb 2010 13:57 #53339

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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 15 Feb 2010 15:09 #53342

sci1977 Current streak: 438 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 895 Karma: 0	Keep on trucking!!!
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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 16 Feb 2010 12:34 #53554

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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 16 Feb 2010 12:42 #53559

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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 17 Feb 2010 13:20 #53800

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	110. I don't have as much time now, as I just finished up with some work. Funny as a free-lancer, when I don't have any work, then work takes a lot more time. --Eye. was here.
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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 17 Feb 2010 13:31 #53801

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	Eye was here, is here, and will always be here, as our hero!!!!!!!! Thanks and keep it rollin!!
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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 17 Feb 2010 14:36 #53812

sci1977 Current streak: 438 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 895 Karma: 0	imtrying25 wrote on 17 Feb 2010 13:31: Eye was here, is here, and will always be here, as our hero!!!!!!!! Thanks and keep it rollin!! well said. KUTGW!!
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Re: Eye.nonymous official count 18 Feb 2010 12:29 #54033

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111. Another funny number. I won't have a comparably funny number until 222, which is in another 111 days.

Oy. I wrestled quite a bit with a trigger recently. At the end I realized "this is stupid," and stopped. It's over with.

In the past it would have been a battle with lust. Hold out a little longer. Control myself a little longer. But the lust kept lurking in the background until it won.

An expected intimate evening has been postponned already more than once. I was starting to feel down about it. But then I reminded myself that I survived about 3 weeks of abstinence during those 90 days due to certain considerations. So, big deal if this gets pushed off a little while longer. It's not at all because of any anamosity (which is what my Yeitzer would have made me brood about in the past), marriage is good, this isn't the end of the world.

Also, "Garden of Peace" has been quite helpful. I just recently finished the chapter which is basically all about not lusting (Facing each other).

--Eye. was here

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