my journey starts now.  the lowdown is that i just bumped into a new nisoyon that i absolutely can't block myself out from.  (phone hotlines)  

At first when i discovered this thing and was actually fell, i was like, im finished.  im screwed.  But i decided to give gye ('guard your ears' for me)and realized that  Hashem is giving a new opportunity in my life to grow in a way that i have never before.  So let's do it!  

But im going to need help from the boys in the forum.  

I don't know how far i will go my first time towards 90 days but i know i gotta start with tonight and tommorow morning.  once i clear 830 am i have officially gone through my first real nisoyon since discovering it.  With me luck!  Im the CHAMP!  i hope to login tomm (probably wont be able to till tomm afternoon sometime) with a good report!  Daven for me!  IM THE CHAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You got this! One day at a time, just like you're doing. Hashem is with you.

Hatzlocha brother! and yes there are too many of us that know all to well about these lines... it's a shrek!, but bh many of us have found our way out of it, here's a hug!, and yes there is hope!!!!!!!!!!!

בהצלחה!!!
You got this!
I don't know much about these phone lines, there's no way to block them or put up some sort of boundary so that you can't access them?

Maybe other people here that have dealt with that can you help you out with advice on that.