I'm 31 years old, and I've been battling masturbation and pornography for 19 years now, with, of course, ups and downs. My longest break was managing to hold out for six months, but I always ended up going back to this bad habit, which creates problems in all areas of my life. Despite prayers, studying the Torah, marriage, and having children, and  with filters on my computer and phone, I have always fallen back into this bad habit.

This is the first time I'm talking about it on a forum, and I hope to find with you that extra strength to finally, with God's help, succeed in overcoming the yetzer hara

Welcome to the warmest family in Klal Yisroel! So happy you took the brave step of posting here. You won't regret it.

A big thing members here found helpful starting out is reaching out to a mentor. The chief mentor can be reached at michelgelner@gmail.com. He is someone who's been through similar struggles and was clean for years.

Wishing you the best of luck,

From a dark room in Jerusalem

Welcome. 
We are excited to have you on here. 
You've come to the best place to get help. 
There are many great winners who can help you get clean and stay clean. 
By reaching out and connecting with them, you will be able to change your 19 years of struggles. 

Hatzlacha and feel free to reach me at my contact info below

All the best
Od Yossef Chai

Welcome! Try strengthening yourself with these great free resources:

1) The Battle of the Generation: a sensational free ebook that seriously gets you excited to fight and win this fight. It's a real game-changer.

2) The Fight: an incredible audio series from Rabbi Shafier.

Links are below in my signature. Wishing you much success!

welcome aboard!
You can get clean and recover from this struggle with time and patience and friends from GYE!
I found many things that helped me through the struggle, you can read about my journey on my thread link in my signature.
Try the flight 2 freedom program, and keep on posting! Reach out to guys from here and iy"h you will get the connections needed for recovery. Feel free to call or text or email me anytime of day or night, info in my signature.
Hatzlachah Rabbah!