Day 46,
The first month of this part of my journey was elul, had a normal schedule and was starting off strong didn’t have time in my schedule to fall, was always around people,and made sure to have a structure to my day which led to an easier time.
Now that it’s tishrei every day is something new, flying, eating, fasting, building, running around, sitting bored. I’ve had a rougher time, didnt fall, but a few close calls. I’m not sure the solution because making a schedule isn’t so possible being that I’m a bucher at home doing a bunch of random things. I’m starting to watch the vayimaen video every day because I need a little more chizzuk. Don’t think that enough but at least it’ll help a bit.