A gift from hashem creating nissim, I know that it's a bit cleashay but rabosai, zman ticks every second and yet hashem is still there for you no matter what. Today is a NEW day like today is a New Chodesh, let's beat the yetser hara together and achieve the 90 day push! I love seeing the oilam post, although I am not anyone in higher elite of this site to give chizuk, but watching it itself is chizuk, so keep it up! Mamash nothing like this site, ya"sher Ko"ach for the ones helping us, and bz"h We as Chashuvei People that have used this platform site, to spread to all the yidden out there, let's make a miracle to everyone!! An idea that helped me by using this site, was having the ability to be vulnerable to the oilam even though it's all in secret, you feel that you want to build more and more when there is people there with you, SHKOYACH! I am only suggesting to express urself if you may have the similar problem of zerah lebatallah, and I am telling you once you post something you WILL BZ"H see that there's people that care for you and want you to grow, and yes you yourself obviously want to grow, just as a Helping Hand they can do the seemingly impossible. Just try it will it be the worst few minutes seemingly "wasting your time expressing to the oilam and someone looking to help you"? Obviouslly not@ I wish everyone hatzlacha, just a bochur speaking to all my friends here!! hatzlacha rabah meod meod   
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*edit added* when I said miracle, I mean that it's possible and it's shayach to all, not that it's a miracle as in very hard to actually happen. Used that lashon as a reference that hashem is there for you, and as chanukah hashem has done nissim, hashem can help you here too forsure, just reach out! Hatzlachah I wish everyone the best.