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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 20 Dec 2009 21:37 #36241

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KUTGW!!!!!  Positive thinking always helps!!
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 21 Dec 2009 02:45 #36287

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Oy Rabosai! I don't know what happened. I fell again. Ooph!

My father also fell and is going through some very rough times (he is an alcoholic)

My mother just got dumped and is heartbroken (my parents are divorced).

Bad times for NOYA's family.

Well, I have to start again. Reb Guard, thank you so much for all the correspondence, and thank you so much to everyone else for all the chizuk. Today is Day 1, wrapping up, one day at a time. Onwards!
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 21 Dec 2009 13:53 #36361

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OMG. My heart goes out for you NOYA. Im so impressed by your reaction though. Such strenghth. If you ever  want to talk hit me up. Pm or gchat. I can giv you my number too, if you like.
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 21 Dec 2009 15:11 #36389

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It's understandable that when times are tough, we do hat we trained ourselves to do, and that is to "sooth ourselves" and medicate our pain with acting out in the addiction. Don't beat yourself up about it. You are doing great. Just get back up and continue. We're all here with you. You're new family: GYE!!  :D

May Hashem help you, your dad and your Mom to find peace and serenity. Amen.
Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest.
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 21 Dec 2009 22:21 #36559

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Amen!!! And i just wanted to remind you NOYA that were all here for you. Our holy brother.
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 22 Dec 2009 04:39 #36636

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Thank you so much, my friends. I'm really touched by the ahavas yisroel you have for me. I hope your tefilos work.
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 22 Dec 2009 06:24 #36681

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Hey NOYA
I'm heading up the ice road
Greuling
Winds
Snow
Frozen lakes

I have a few cases of tradition soups

Tam tam crackers

Kedem gefilte fish

Paskes soursticks

Oh a few boTtles of

Old WOODFORDsburg

Wanna join??

Its from

Boro Park to Anchorage

Yup its new "IDIDORAD"

Let's mush!!(Jack london where are you)

Keep on truckin!!

b
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 23 Dec 2009 00:34 #37066

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Hey everyone,

The end of the semester is coming. I'm working really hard, doing pretty well. On this vein, I believe some big rabbi once was asked if he ever sinned. He responded, "I never had the time."

Anyway, hopefully that will work. One day at a time. Trucking away just like bardichev.

I got this really cool image in my head by the way. Imagine you're in a big pool of sludge. And a crane comes along to pull you out and you hold on to the crane. It takes a long time to get you out of the swamp, and there might be ups and downs along the way, but as long as you hold on long enough, eventually you'll pop out of there. Every day you get pulled up a little bit more. Okay, that's my sharing of the day. I'll be back on the chart tomorrow, woo hoo!
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 23 Dec 2009 00:42 #37070

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NOYA keep on rocking!!! And i really like that mashel. And yes the key is NOT to fight. Like you said, just keep yourself busy doing good stuff. Hatzlacha on your rewrite. Were rootin for ya!
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 23 Dec 2009 01:25 #37081

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Keep going, don't give up.
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 25 Dec 2009 19:43 #38090

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Have a good Shabbos everyone!

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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 26 Dec 2009 16:30 #38111

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhh my Holy Brother NOYA. A gut voch. Keep rocking bro. And never give up.
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 27 Dec 2009 03:36 #38181

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Gut voch everyone! I feel good, ready to take on the fast tomorrow. Day 2 report: Pretty good overall, no temps, no attacks. A+
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 27 Dec 2009 04:56 #38188

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Dear NOYA,

I'm new here, and I just stumbled on your thread. I'm super impressed with your head down, face into the wind attitude.. Life seems to have thrown you a whole lot of stuff.... but you keep on fighting.

As Chumbawamba said, "I get knocked down but I get up again, you're never gonna keep me down.." I know that is the most lame cliched reference to any song in the entire history of music, but it happens to be true about you, so power to you!!!

KUTGW!!
Haba
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Re: This is it - 90 Days here I come! 27 Dec 2009 08:21 #38229

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YOU ARE SOMEBODY SPECIAL!!!
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