struglla,
the best is as imtrying said just ignore that incident & start a new successful journey. :
i saw here at the fighters of the forum that the proccess to the 90 is like stocks at the stock exchange, somtimes there are fall but the general trend is up and up otherwise collapse.
and since collapse is not an option for you at all, so your new journey must be better than the last one.
40 days is fantastic. you should be proud of yourself on that. 40 days clean?? WOW! WOW! WOW!
i wish you success my brother, im sure with your success.
ill try to keep my eyes on you on your new journey, so you don't have any choice... ;D ;D