Hi Luria, we have a special "filter Gabai" now. You can reach him at
filter.gye@gmail.com. He can save your password for you. Please follow the instructions on
this page (see also the comments at the bottom).
Brilliant post by 7Up, as usual
Sorry to hear about the fall... Sometimes we just have to fall though, to realize we're beat. You mentioned once that you're a fighter by nature
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... It's funny, because we've had a few guys who have expressed such sentiments on the forum in the past... Somehow,
none of them did very well until they finally admitted that this addiction had them whipped. Once they reached that recognition of powerlessness, they were able to start building upon that foundation, a true connection to Hashem (by virtue of our
"needing" Him to help us). Once we truly know that only He can help us and we ask for His help with humility and trust, He really does help!
As far as motivation goes, did you know that today was the FIRST DAY of the rest of your life?? ;D ... Don't look at 90 days. All we have is TODAY. We aren't aiming for 90 as a goal, but just as a step... The
goal is getting closer to Hashem. And that we can do
today just as much as at day 89!
Have you considered joining Duvid Chaim's phone group to learn the secrets to finding freedom from this?
Have you read the GYE handbooks?
Stick with us. We'll get through this TOGETHER.
P.S. After writing this to you, I read what INH wrote after his fall yesterday. See the last post on
this page. Good stuff!