Ok so its been awhile since ive posted in my own thread. Suprising ,no? Well things arent going so good for me( not referring to my addiction) and i feel like im stuck between a rock and a hard place. But i fully believe that Hashem has a better plan for me in mind and im just waiting to see it play out. As for my addiction i feel like im growing although imnot exactly clean for too long. Yesterday i did take a pretty big step in the right direction and im hoping that it will be a help. I guess we will just have to wait and see. I post alot, for like i told someone, the more time i spend on thid forum the less time i spend on other sites. And tat could only bring to good things. So i hope im not overdoing it with my posts. But by you all just being paitent and mking believe your reading my posts its making things so much easier and better for me. Life brings its trials and tribulations but its all there to make us all the more stronger!! So imtrying to make this one, another stepstone to reach higher places. Thanks for taking the time to read my little rant.

You're not overdoing it at all. I wish everyone was so expressive and enthusiastic and encouraging like you! (Ok, maybe the big fonts are a little overdone  )

Do you have a strong filter installed? Too dangerous to be without one. And you can't hold the password either.

As far as being between a rock and a hard place, you might try moving a bit to the right.

G-d luck  :D

Yes i do have a strong filter installed. But i made the obvious mistake. I put my wifes email. Didnt help i know her password. But yesterday i did it through the filter gabbai so i hope it helps.

Of course we read your posts IT25! In fact I look forward to them!
YOuve added so much since joining us here in loonie-ville (thats right next door to 7up-ville!)

Im sorry to hear that life seems to be  serving lemons right now.
The way i see it; you have 2 choices:
A) Make lemonade
Wait patiently till Hashem shows you that it was really an esrog!

Hang in there.
We're hanging with you

Thanks 7up. It really hits me hard in the heart knowing i have such a loving family. thanks Mom And guard. Always there when i need you. Thanks

Hey Imtrying,

Long time no speak. Whatsup?

Thanks IT25!

One more exam tomorrow and I'm done!! Whoosh!

How have you been?

Hey hey hey, my long lost friends actually checking me out. :D ;D Thanks for stopping by. well i havent been doing much besides for posting and some more psoting and watever. Oh yeah i lighting candles too. But that just takes a couple of minutes and then im back to posting. JK. Luv you guys a whole lot and Hatzlacha s21 on your exams. And NOYA how you be?

IT, you said if I have a hard time I should hang out on your thread.

K. Here I am. To stay.

Good luck gettin rid of me... :D

ANY SUSHI?? I'm in the mood... 8) 8) 8)

TrYiNg wrote on 15 Dec 2009 08:35:

Careful on what you say girl. Just saying that five letter word cud get you kicked off my thread! > ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D Hang out as long as you want. Its borin here though. :D :D

not with me around  :o :o

and am I dealing with anotha ice cream luva? Gevald Geshriggen... : :

So what flavas u got??

These couches are awesome btw...Only problem is those socks I see stickin out.. Did u stash them 'ere cuz u newz da olda sista comin to chek out? bad boy...

No no no. Girl your making the mistake again. ONLY MEATY STUFF ON MY TABLE!! :D ;D A shnitzel sandwich would be nice. Oh and those socks................hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm they must of fell down while i was cleaning up................or maybe their not mine .................or maybe WOULD YOU STOP BOSSIN ME AROUND AGAIN? IF NOT IM GONNA THROW YOU OUT!!! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D

יהודי לא מגרש יהודי
!!!!!!!!!
:o :o :o :o :o

Meaty stuff? k...
shnitzel? Whats wrong with you...
A good steakk I'll handle..
waiting..

Shnitzel justs for starters. I was waiting for you to feel more comfy. After the shnitz weve got RIBEYE. Oh i hate when i do this i sound so sick!! BUt a good staek yes i said a good steak , aint nothin like it.

ah...smell is wafting through the air.
Btw, how u holding up tryah 2?
blood on ur face, cooking a meal...

what , u didn't expect me to help or anything right??
I'm jst acting in regular addict fashion. Selfish , egotistical...

btw, these socks aren't even a pair... :o