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Re: I'm Trying! 24 Feb 2010 22:27 #55326

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Thanks to all my friends that responded. It really means so much to me that you guys take such an interest in my progress. Even if it means calling me an old man!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

OK so here i am at the end of the day.  I Have a couple of sites that im still working on blocking out. I told this to my partner. he told me i cant go to any site not even a sports one, till i have this taken care of. Im almost there. But today by lunch i did get some urges to go and check thngs out. But then i remembered my word. And i always try and be someone of my word. So i did not check anything out. So that worked out good. As i was writing this the gabbai got in touch with me and we just updated my filter even more.
So overall BH today was another really good day. Another present Hashem gave to his very undeserving son.

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Re: I'm Trying! 24 Feb 2010 23:53 #55354

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We're all undeserving, really - but you've done a lot to become at least somewhat deserving!
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Re: I'm Trying! 25 Feb 2010 00:34 #55359

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You are undeserving too!! Hey, let's start a club!!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: I'm Trying! 25 Feb 2010 04:01 #55381

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great news.  KUTGW!!  I know I sound like a broken record, but stay positive!!
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Re: I'm Trying! 25 Feb 2010 04:52 #55389

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Hey big IT,

Glad to see you're doing well buddy! And I appreciate you're worried about me when I don't post often enough!
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Re: I'm Trying! 25 Feb 2010 07:46 #55396

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Hey IM25,

I'm actually finding the same thing myself, it's like my body is slowly thawing out after being frozen into one way by the YH!!!

Keep on fighting the good fight!!!
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Re: I'm Trying! 25 Feb 2010 15:08 #55441

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IT, sounds like you just passed a huge test.

GREAT!

  --Eye.
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Re: I'm Trying! 25 Feb 2010 17:27 #55463

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good work, IT25!!
at the begining we need some help by filters and similar means.
but as the time goes by those means are just in our mind and not being challenged

they do their job just by existing.

purim sameach my bro. love you so much. :-* :-*
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Re: I'm Trying! 26 Feb 2010 00:20 #55538

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An extra specially right, useful and all-around-really-nice Purim tou you, IT25!! (and everyone else around)
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: I'm Trying! 26 Feb 2010 08:10 #55599

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dov wrote on 26 Feb 2010 00:20:

An extra specially right, useful and all-around-really-nice Purim tou you, IT25!! (and everyone else around)


DITTO
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Re: I'm Trying! 26 Feb 2010 08:13 #55601

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Tritto! (if that wasn't a word before, it is now)

Have a great shabbos, and a fantastic purim!
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Re: I'm Trying! 28 Feb 2010 17:06 #55724

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A reiliche Purim IT25!
Extra happy wishes for a fellow Yerushalmi keeping the right day!
Dont worry; you havent been forgotten
even though I rarely post anymore

Keep rocking coz those behind the steel wall are cheering our heads off dor you
as always :D
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: I'm Trying! 02 Mar 2010 00:21 #55831

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How you doing?
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Re: I'm Trying! 02 Mar 2010 12:34 #55897

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imtrying25 wrote on 24 Feb 2010 12:29:

Things are really starting to look good. Im noticeing more and more when my weak times are and im trying to respond appropriatly. I also notice that my down and weak times are very much concetrated and not very often. So imtrying to figure things out and get a better picture. 


Nu?
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Re: I'm Trying! 03 Mar 2010 00:42 #56021

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Nee?
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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