just to get current. fell on Sunday with m*
since then looking at ssa shmutz on line. last night spent over 3 hours on a tel. chat line.
i need help. went to sa meeting today. made a call to someone with strong recovery to ask him if he would sponsor me.

Started to do some 4th step writing.


doing my 4th and 5th steps really catapulted me to a new dimension of Honesty. doing the sexual thing it wasn't the real me, it was a projection of Yetzer hara living my life for the real me.
I hope you continue working in your 4th, the 5th it's a done deal, I pray to Hashem that you have a good good sponsor.