We all have to take our masks off and some point and face ourselves in the mirror.

1daat,

I understand your feelings, infact anyone here may feel a sence of relactance to trust me now, of course if I were you I would feel cheated and would therefore be carefull to trust with caution.

I'm not going to try and prove that I'm 16 etc, simply because I can't!
Anyone who does not trust me, again, I understand and I don't take offense.

As for my English I've read a fair amount, and besides- check out my spelling, or lack thereof.

To a certain extent, trust needs to be earned. Some people will trust you now, some people may need some time. But no matter what, one thing is for certain - we all care about you here, and we all want you to grow, and will share in your happiness as you do so.