This has been posted in another thread, after getting negative feedback I am moving it here.
It pertains to all of us!
[quote="Yosef Hatzadik]
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fell again last night
I have learnt that my urge is sometimes too powerful
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Nice to hear. ???
I am sad to say that I have some bad news to share with you. You are gonna fall again. :(
Why do I say this?
I read it in your post.
You wrote that you learnt that the urge is [u][i]sometimes[/i][/u] too powerful.
As long as you don't completely convince yourself that the urge is always too powerful, you are not sufficiently scared of it to avoid it at all costs! We MUST realize that that once we are over [i]there[/i] we are [i]powerless[/i]! Whether we fall or not depends entirely on outside circumstances. WE ARE NOT IN CONTROL ANYMORE!
What is in our power to do is try to minimize our exposure to the urge, avoid triggers that trigger the urge. And we can ask the All-powerful Almighty God for help. We can harness His power. HE CAN DO ANYTHING.
With His invoking His power, last night's fall will be your last ....EVER!!!!
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