Welcome, Guest

seeing some bright light!
(0 viewing) 
Welcome to our forum! Introduce yourself here (anonymously, of course) and get a warm welcome from the rest of the community!

TOPIC: seeing some bright light! 2975 Views

Re: seeing some bright light! 04 Feb 2025 03:44 #430746

  • altehmirrer
  • Current streak: 65 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 102
lamaazavtuni wrote on 03 Feb 2025 19:13:
Just curious how do you dabble in sa isn't it a massive that you go and are in it forever?   Asking altz not sure if I need sa

Hi whether you need sa or not is beyond my pay grade, you gotta speak to the greats, and you should bec. it could be life changing..........,  but for me i never actually went to a meeting, but i did join some phone meetings here and there, and i do happen to know quite a few guys that are in sa so i had conversations with them, but i think it was all out of curiosity and maybe even a way to sickly lust, whatever, btw my impression is that you can always leave, noone forces anything,

good luck, oh and did i forget to say? there aint no meetings out here in the mir!

Re: seeing some bright light! 04 Feb 2025 04:04 #430749

  • lamaazavtuni
  • Current streak: 2 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 147
  • Karma: 4
My chaver your wrong the maskilem have......     They do it by the riverbank late Friday night.      Also byop (bring your own pipe)
Feel free to call me 7325230152[google voice]

Re: seeing some bright light! 04 Feb 2025 04:27 #430751

  • altehmirrer
  • Current streak: 65 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 102
Bh day 47!

Re: seeing some bright light! 06 Feb 2025 04:53 #430854

  • altehmirrer
  • Current streak: 65 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 102
Hi chevra!!!!! today was 49!!!

Re: seeing some bright light! 07 Feb 2025 06:40 #430949

  • altehmirrer
  • Current streak: 65 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 102
50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Re: seeing some bright light! 07 Feb 2025 06:48 #430950

  • eerie
  • Current streak: 917 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Gold Boarder
  • Posts: 1700
Tried pressing thank you 50 times, didn't work...
Feel free to say hi. My email is 1gimpelovitz@gmail.com

Re: seeing some bright light! 07 Feb 2025 18:31 #430974

  • lamaazavtuni
  • Current streak: 2 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 147
  • Karma: 4
Chamieeshim lekdusha!!!!   No?
Feel free to call me 7325230152[google voice]

Re: seeing some bright light! 09 Feb 2025 03:32 #430999

  • altehmirrer
  • Current streak: 65 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 102
Bh chevra today was day 52!! looking forward to a great & epic week! 

Re: seeing some bright light! 10 Feb 2025 03:27 #431039

  • altehmirrer
  • Current streak: 65 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 102
Ok chevra bh another day 53! i did find myself fantasizing a little bit today but bh doing great, i think it's normal, i just gotta be my real self............

Kol tuv and hatzlocha raba from the mir!

Re: seeing some bright light! 11 Feb 2025 18:02 #431176

  • altehmirrer
  • Current streak: 65 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 102
ok posting, need some accountability...... some shiktza just sent me 20 min. ago texts....... wants to meet..... problem is that i engaged her a little and i shouldn't of, limoysa i sent her flying bh! hashem please help me grow!!!!!!!!

Re: seeing some bright light! 11 Feb 2025 19:05 #431181

  • vehkam
  • Current streak: 1170 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Gold Boarder
  • Posts: 1171
  • Karma: 238
Close all the windows and doors and lock them
vehkam7@gmail.com

guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/375452-Work-in-progress

The Battle of the Generation by Hillel S. has been a huge help for me.  Message me to find out how you can receive a free copy.



some of the experiences I write about may make it easier to identify me.  This is ok.  I trust that if anyone discovers my identity they will keep it to themselves.  If you do realize that you  know me, I am completely comfortable and welcome you acknowledging me and my struggle in person.

Re: seeing some bright light! 11 Feb 2025 20:23 #431191

  • jollylemur95
  • Current streak: 122 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 123
altehmirrer wrote on 11 Feb 2025 18:02:
ok posting, need some accountability...... some shiktza just sent me 20 min. ago texts....... wants to meet..... problem is that i engaged her a little and i shouldn't of, limoysa i sent her flying bh! hashem please help me grow!!!!!!!!

I am in awe of you!!
What gevuras hanefesh!!
Thank you for sharing!

Re: seeing some bright light! 12 Feb 2025 00:08 #431198

  • chaimoigen
  • Current streak: 650 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Gold Boarder
  • Posts: 1499
  • Karma: 140
Terrific! 
Please make sure to go someplace now for a while where you are protected, and stay in touch with the Oilam… 
Grabbing the moment of Gevura is best when a person uses it to be also Mikayeim וינס ויצא החוצה ….

KOMT!!! 
Please feel free to reach out anytime at chaim.oigen@gmail.com

Perhaps you'd enjoy seeing Chaim's Oigen

Re: seeing some bright light! 12 Feb 2025 00:36 #431201

  • lamaazavtuni
  • Current streak: 2 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 147
  • Karma: 4
The mashgiachs looking down at his talmid the ahltemirrer ......  stay strong he whispers, remember my shmoozin  the yirah you got from it. Let it hold you in good stead.....
Feel free to call me 7325230152[google voice]

Re: seeing some bright light! 12 Feb 2025 01:08 #431206

  • lamaazavtuni
  • Current streak: 2 days
  • OFFLINE
  • Expert Boarder
  • Posts: 147
  • Karma: 4
Nu how we doing??
Feel free to call me 7325230152[google voice]
Time to create page: 0.54 seconds

Are you sure?

Yes