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TOPIC: I'm Powerless!!! 946 Views
Re: I'm Powerless!!! 11 Apr 2013 22:15 #204933
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so... after counting yesterday as day 1 i count today as day 0
 in the morning i got a call from a freind in the program & from my sponsor. but i did not pick up... i was too busy.... mastrubating! looks like as long as i don't fully except the fact that i'm sick & that i acted out (the things i cannot change) i don't stop acting out againg & again... (the thing i can change). i have to relly except it (very hard) & "hand it over" to the eibishter... not just in nice words |
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I need to remember that:
I'm no a bad person; I'm sick. I'm not A Choteh. I'm A Chole. It take time & effort to stay sober but it worth it. Davening to hashem to keep me sober 1 day @ a time since יום ג שבוע של יום-הכיפורים ו תשרי ה'תשע"ד 10 Sptember 2013 (and to keep this date) |
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