Thank you Hashem for moving my desk at work from a hidden and enclosed to area to an open area. Now, i cannot look at P. and act upon it. At first I was so upset, I lost all my privacy, but this was the best thing that could happen.
I still have strong desires, it's like the Y"H is pushing even harder. Like a last call. I hope to Hashem Yisbarach that I will have the self control needed to fight the Y"H once and for all and WIN.
Thank you Hashem!