going to go and sit in shul for mincha - 45 mins early and learn, when i come back hopfully ill feel better but i doupt it. i know its awful but i wanna have that few mins of pleasure cos i 'miss' it!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!

jamie ill pour yousome laphroig

Hey Jamie,

Last night you posted that beautiful mashal to me about those grains of sand. Well think about that for yourself and put it into action ! Imagine the reward you'll get for eternity if you overcome this challenge tonight. Like the Mishna in the end of Makkos says, if you overcome this temptation then you'll get an amazing reward not only for you but also for all your future descendents forever !

THANKS COMMANDO AND BARD....

great chizuk shot...

hopefull will keep me going!

thimk about a good shot of laphroig

how much "holding back" did that

paety malty water have to sit in a smoky barrel

to give you that classic taste

if the would have not "held back"

you would be drinking J&B

Hey Jaimie,

If you want I will be on tonight. PM, email pr gchat invite me at Yiddle2@gmail.com

-Yiddle

My entire family went out to a park for the whole day and since i have a final in two days i couldnt go with them. now im home alone and i have to study from the computer but the y"h is pushing me and i dont want to fall after being clean for 7 days so please please give some chizuk so i could make it out of this battle clean.
thank you

Hey PJ the ame goes for you,

If you want I will be on tonight. PM, email pr gchat invite me at Yiddle2@gmail.com. c'mon you know you wanna!

-Yiddle

BEFORE YOU FALL READ THIS, MY RABBO TOLD IT TO ME:

the yeser hara is like a dog, the more its fed the stronger it becomes, and wants greater food, however when you stop feeding it at first it goes mentalm wanting food so turns fightin harder than ever, however, it soon loses energyand with that it gets weaker, although at pounts it will fight for more food, the longer it is starved the weaker it will get!

IT WILL GET EAISER BUT YOU NEED TO FIGHT
FALLING WILL ONLY MAKE THE NEXT FALL EASIER

I cannot believe that I am posting this. I am clean B"h 143 days and i thought that I would never have THOSE feelings again. But i suppose that I was wrong. How do I snap out of it?

you feel like you have to fall?

I nearly did. For the first time in the last 142 days I opened a news site!! and then I realised where I was going, so I posted.
I am leaving my office soon, so if I do not reply it does not necessarily mean that...
but thanks for replying so quickly. I already am feeling the pressure less. I hope that it keeps up.

good just try and remember how long the road was till you came this far and about how sad you would be  if you had to start the whole thing over think about it a lot you probably won't want to fall after that! imagine 142 days to 0

They don't call u

Ovadia for nothing

Keep on trucking!!

Come into the bar.

Ill pour you some woodord on the rocks


You deserve it

B

After your Woodford, my hopes for you are that whenever worry or guilt about your near slip/fall/whateveryoucallit come up, you instead allow yourself to get a little ecstatic about how much Hashem loves you that He gave you the integrity to stop looking in a bad direction all on your own w/o shame from anyone else, and that He gave you wisdom to really know inside what is right/wrong for you, and give Him thanks for these two huge gifts that so, so, so many yidden do not have, even though they fiddle around in recovery circles for a long time. Ashrecha, v'chein yirbu ovadia's kamocha beyisroel!