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TOPIC: I'm about to FALL!! 217829 Views

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 11 Jan 2010 23:40 #44605

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	Wow, 36, you rock... WWNBF, you do, too!
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 11 Jan 2010 23:41 #44606

ark321 Current streak: 141 days OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 0	well done the two of you! i'm off to bed now...
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 02:39 #44632

serenejaguar93 OFFLINE User	THERE'S TWO OF 'EM HERE NOW. MORE AT MY THREAD. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE.
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 05:48 #44690

shemirateinayim Current streak: 2 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 746 Karma: 0	dude you put me to shame. Don't hang on, RUN AWAY PLAY DIRTY AND INSULT THEM.... Baduk umenuseh. Run out of there, call the Google phone #s on this site! email me shemirateinayim@gmail.com NOW
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 13:20 #44719

lamed vavnik OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 1	bruce man . ihope you're Ok. i'm dying.
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 13:30 #44720

lamed vavnik
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i'm this close to falling . i'm all alone and slowly dying. last nite after my big chat , i tried, unsuccessfully, BH' , to call dirty #s . i hate myself. then i tried, unsuuccessfully, BH', to reconnect to open internet. i have done nothing but listen to a stupid tease intro of those phone lines(which is not great either.) and make myslef feel really stupid and weak . i'm dying to listen to a wall and draw my own porn .
I HAVE NOT, HOWEVER , ACTED OUT ,OR DONE ANYTHING (YET) TO BREAK MY DAYS ON THE CHART .I THINK THAT IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME GOING . I cant leave my house for technical reasons which i cant change now .
i'm going down.

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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 13:33 #44721

lamed vavnik OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 1	lamed vavnik wrote on 12 Jan 2010 13:30: . I HAVE NOT, HOWEVER , ACTED OUT ,OR DONE ANYTHING (YET) TO BREAK MY DAYS ON THE CHART .I THINK THAT IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME GOING . unlesss you count the ontro which isnt cool but to me was just an annoyance .
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 13:53 #44722

WeWillNotBeForsaken	Stay Strong!!! You know its not worth it!!! I just woke up... I have a feeling its going to be another long day... Lets do this!!!
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 15:21 #44761

kollel guy Current streak: 15 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 478 Karma: 1	i have done nothing but listen to a stupid tease intro of those phone lines(which is not great either.) Mabe if you call one of those messed up wrinkly old men ones it will help "take the bottom off" your urges.
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 15:24 #44766

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	Dude, you are NOT going down - we're all here for you! Let's figure out something you can do, right now, for a change of pace - even in your house, there's GOT to be options!
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 18:26 #44858

Holy Yid Current streak: 92 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Keep the mind engaged and the soul content Posts: 894 Karma: 1	Do you have anything to read or look at that is Parve? Do you fallow sports? Do you have other interests? In two weeks times would you rather have fallen or stayed strong? If you had urges two weeks ago and stayed strong do you now regret that dearly? What about a year ago. Do you regret that you stayed strong at some moment of temptation?
	זכרני נא, זכרני נא, וחזקני נא אך הפעם הזה, הפעם הזה, האלקים, ואנקמה נקם אחת משתי עיני, מפלשתים Last Edit: by .

Re: I'm about to FALL!! 12 Jan 2010 18:59 #44881

shemirateinayim Current streak: 2 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 746 Karma: 0	email me!!! I'm sorta free for the next few hours!
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 13 Jan 2010 06:41 #45185

lamed vavnik OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 1	i want to be clean . i am happy i was strong in my past i just feel like i have no strength . i have no idea why i am still clean . its only thru total chesed of H' .
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 13 Jan 2010 07:47 #45207

habaletaher Current streak: 23 days OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 0	Hang in There 36nik!!! Think about how low down that YH is, he's got you to the point where you are calling dirty #'s just for the intro!! Don't let that mushchis menuval take control of your life, YOU ARE THE BOSS!!! Now go tell that to the YH, that's right, get up and shout out, I"M THE BOSS HERE!!!!
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Re: I'm about to FALL!! 13 Jan 2010 07:54 #45208

kollel guy Current streak: 15 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 478 Karma: 1	habaletaher wrote on 13 Jan 2010 07:47: Now go tell that to the YH, that's right, get up and shout out, I"M THE BOSS HERE!!!! I don't know if that's a very good idea. Maybe "You can't do anything to me without H-shem's permission, and when I trust in him - he won't give you permission..." I have not had the best results with telling him "I'm boss". I guess you could think it though...
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